About Me
Louis Torres
Kelli McGowan lives in Marin County, CA, USA and at 48 was diagnosed with early onset Behavioral Variant Frontal Temporal Dementia, that progressed to cerebellum, and presented ALS, a year later. BV/FTD/ALS a rare and aggressive form of dementia. Kelli was on a path of service for over 30 years in Hospice, A Center for Attitudinal Healing, 12 step worker. Studied healing in many areas including food, intuitive healing and medicine. Suiscide prevention, Grief counciling, A teacher in ‘A Course in Miracles’ as Vice President of A Center for inner peace over 15 yers in Marin. Kelli quickly was put to the test to cultivate the tools gained in the harshest diagnosis known to man. At the gates of a horrific death, as these conditions proceeded to rob her of her vivacious personality with aggressive behavioral issues, debilitating physical symptoms, and rapid cognitive decline. The skills of the first half of her life as a very successful entrepreneur, hair stylist, and Pilates instructor, but most importantly her service to human transformation over 30 years was put to the test. Each issue each behavior, each symptom has transformed as she cultivates and shares the skills of healing all layers, physical emotional and mental. Yes you can share in healing, true happiness and abundance - sourced in love and relationships.
Arthur James
Together we can break the silence and banish the stigma of ALS, Alzheimer’s, Dementia and related diseases, & FTD. Click here to learn more about Frontotemporal Disorders.
There is no need to give in to the Allopathic medical model of hopelessness. Healing and hope are our true potential and totally possible. Those who suffer from these diseases, the desolate, depressed, and their families have a model and guide in Kelli. Who in spite of conditions, shares with pure heart the tools, to upgrade and empower, NOW. Living one day at a time in the solution rather than the problem.
Kelli has always lived and served her community from her heart. She has a lifetime of experience gathering people together. You will enjoy being entangled in her web of love.
Judith Liu
“Kelli you seem to have a gift for sharing and connecting with people. Building community. It is an amazing gift for everyone especially when coming together for a greater purpose.” ~ Sara, organizer for a Grand Master from China
Kelli has experienced a noticeable reversal or slowing of many of her symptoms through the practice of Zhineng Qigong. Kelli has had to deal with the following symptoms:
Excruciating head pain
Paralysis of her arms and hands
Degeneration of her jaw and teeth problems
Muscular-skeletal problems
Dramatic personality changes - Anger and rage with uncontrollable verbal outbursts
Cognitive impairment - Mental confusion, brain fog, forgetfulness, unfocused, incoherent communications
Unreliable responses to basic situations, friends and family, social situations.
Severe balance issues
Walking issues
Eating choking, breaking issues
Inability to hold things in hands
Movement disorder
Unable to think, write, type, talk or hear intemperate what others were saying.
Could not recall how to use phone or computer of do basic bathroom, kitchen, personal skills.
Inability to read, or process information.
Inabliliy to be with more than one person, groups, or her life pleasures.
Lost her human feelings for friend most importat her loved ones, i.e. grand baby, and daughter.
Could not feed, bath self
Inability to dress
Choking on food
Choking at night
Severe tremors, jolts, zaps and charlie horse type muscle trauma
Lost much body mass on right side
Excruciating Nuro degeneration of neck and spine
Severe gastroparesis over 1 year (recovered) 100%
Acid reflux
Severe authroitis and RA
Inability to smile
Inability to care
Thinking dangerously ‘I can turn the bacon with fingers’ type of thinking.
Executive functioning
Sequencing
No ability to make a decision.
Total dependency
Incontinent
Chewing
Not able to do laundry, shop
Lost all hobbies
Lost Career
Lost family
Very low blood pressure
Weak
Lost emotional range
Lost athletic passion
Lost ability to leave house
Lost feeling in limbs
Lost motivation
Poor insight
Could not decode words
Impulsive
Social skills
Stiffness sandbags in legs and arms
Breathing feeling choked from inside
Ulcerative colitis
Facial recognition
Disoriented in familiar places
Spatal orientation
Lost ability to track things
Memory
Hearing (noise or music or friends talking hurt) screeching ringing in ears
Taste
Ability to count money, or shop, sort groceries
Impossible to do normal chores like laundry
Severe repeating of discord thinking
Fidgeting and weird ticks
Eating only one food
More balance
Groping people
Unable to get out of bed
Lost sense of purpose in life
Since turning her healing focus to Zhineng Qigong Kelli has:
Discovered that medical markers are not the most important markers in health and happiness.
Totally healed many of the above conditions
Continuously improves, however it is a crash and burn journe: each crash comes with major improvement.
Healed the relationship with her father and lovingly attended to him at his death.
Can type some write some read some.
Found her smile, heart space, and love for people again.
Reversed frustrating patterns with her daughter and granddaughter, re-establishing harmony in their nuclear family unit.
Set aside plans to end her life early to avoid suffering and pain.
Committed her life to sharing good information to any and all who wish with who heart to heal.
Brought a new perspective on hope, health, and happiness to many with her disease and the practical soultions to move beyond them.
Mentored hundreds of individuals and families to turn their fears into love. And improve.
Improved gate, balance, dexterity.
Jaw and teeth improving
Swallowing improving 98%
breathing improved
Spatial improved
Tremore greatly reduced
Bladder and bowel control improved
Motivation improved
Screeching and ringing 98% gone
Acid reflux, digestion and ulcerative colitis cured
Lives alone with only care/help once a week.
Able to walk to store and buy things
Hearing and processing greatly improved
Anxiety improved
Peace of mind improved deeply
Kind heart improved deeply
Laughter from the belly again
Enjoys a healthy diet with lots of variety
Hugging people heart to heart again
Able to get in and out of bed
Able to dress (most days)
More flexibility
Less agitated
Improved orientation
Total Vision and purpose in life
cured gastroparesis, ulcerative colitis, obstruction in colon, ulcers midline & linear,
cured hantavirus, mercury poisoning, acid reflux, constant tremor in thumb.
Watch the first chapter of Kelli’s healing story is this “zero-budget” documentary made in 2014‘Saving Kelli’ by Sylvia Binsfield. A Stranger who tracked Kelli to do this project. Sylvia had seen some advocacy that Kelli had been doing to create awareness about Alzheimers and the like. Kelli Had NO desire to do this project at the time was prepared to die, trying to hang on until July so her most precious relationship with her daughter & Grand baby could process her death on summer vacation. It was March when she could not walk without falling, and Tiffany her daughter, said “I can not watch you do this any longer” so d-day was set for July. For some reason Kelli’s connection to her guidance had been so strong to say yes to Sylvia, (truth be told) Kelli did not think the center would really come thru, also, she thought she would be dead by the time the retreat rolled around. The screeching, ringing and the different types of issues were clear that there was not a flick of hope to survive. She did not wish to spend her last few weeks on the planet at this ‘retreat’ Kelli thought if it were up to movement and spiritual growth ..she would never had been diagnosed in the first place. But Kelli’s daughter, insisted Kelli go to the retreat, for 1/2 hour. Kelli’s comment was “I can not even walk to the bathroom properly or remember how to get the order of bathroom details rite, can not pack or even lift my head to look in closet.” Tiffany said, “throw something in a bag and go!” Kelli did, and that was the beginning of a massive reversal of symptoms. A Wave of great information, Kelli since has continued to advance from elementary teachings to the Most advanced technology, from China, and shares because she KNOWS what it is like to have gone from a HIGHLY FUCNTIONING, abundant, light worker, with a glamorous life, to being a horror in her her life..So, from nothing, no hope, no money, to now empowering others is full circle. Recently Kelli is now helping Sylvia Binsfield, back to her healing journey thru the Zhineng path, so it is now full circle. Kelli is now fulfils her life purpose, organizing and leading many on the path of Zhineng Science.
This video was merely a beginning of Wisdom Healing the training Kelli has studied and practiced all phases the Chi Center 7 year program in 4 years, assisting Mingtong at over 20 workshops and retreats. To Cultivate her healing journey and share with thousands of people. Kelli got Zhineng Qigong Teacher Certification in 2019 directly from China, under Ling Tong on face book Master Zhu, who’s older brother was HEAD of the training department at the Mediciness hospital for decades. Kelli has a deep pursuit with many many HIGH level gong Masters who partake in continuous relationship with Dr Ming Pang. Kelli has studied also the M1 series Ooi Kean Hin and Pei’s training M1, (later methods of Dr Pang that only 50 teachers left at the center post 2000 when it closed. These methods are the foundation of ZNQG, and Dr Pang declare need to be TAUGHT FIRST, Kelli came upon this information with years of practice over 6- 8 hours a day. Kelli has trained, studied, & continues daily practice with many other Masters & practitioners Now the softer foundation has given her a expansive gentle practice that is only 3-4 hours a day (or less). The later methods, works with the Qi channel, membranous tissues, nervous system. and are so easy and not boring and repetitive. Furthering her plethora currently Kelli partakes with many other Masters, teachers and practitioners who are passionately committed embracing journey to deeper Zhineng Qigong methodology Science and technology. The unfolding of many HIGH level teachers has been tremendous and Kelli is a great connector. Please contact her to discuss the most affordable, and powerful options for your circumstances. May the way be with ease, and most energy efficient, fun and inspiring for all.
Currently, Kelli is receiving advanced training from many of the famous Chinese Masters steeped in the 5,000-year-old art of Qigong (mastery of energy) and in particular in the Zhineng Qigong tradition from some of the most proficient Masters trained at the Zhineng Qigong medicineless Hospital. Because reciprocity is the way of optimum energy flow she enthusiastically helps them reach out to new students around the world through their online programs. And helps those deeply affected with dementia, neurologic conditions, and movement disorders such as parkinson’s & ALS who have no ability at all to partake. There is a way.. Kelli can plug you into the BEST training or at least a free video to get you started on your journey and practice to heal NOW.
Kelli has over 30 years of experience with the teachings of ‘A Course in Miracles’, and was a founder and leader of Many groups in Marin. Kelli personally hosted many classes weekly, including hosting many events; among them teachers Gary Renard. While V.P of ACIP, Kelli was a key figure in hosting Marianne Williamson, David Hoffmeister, John Mundy and others. Remarkably Kelli spent thousands of hours helping individuals on her free time to practice and implement the teachings. She has also gained much from her deep study of the teachings of Byron Katie, Edgar Casey, Landmark Forum Workshops, Esalen, A Center for attitudinal Healing (volunteered for years), Optimal Health Institute, Intuitive Healing & Intuitive medicine in Sausalito, Kelli spent 4 years volunteering at the Chi Center assisting over 20 workshops and retreats, Wisdom healing retreats. Kelli also gave endless hours in service to help with the on line program for Wisdom Healing. Now, so passionately impressed with the deeper teachings of Zhineng Qigong, Kelli is improving from being in a level 20 pain, to now being 2,6,8 and under the last year since her pursuit with Zhineng Qigong Science. ZNQG that is accredited in China, at Universities, of TCM. She has been active in programs of addiction recovery, Parents United, sexual abuse, recovery, suicide prevention, grief counseling, Hospice, personal coaching and more.
From mainstream to deep astroteric, Kelli learns best through active engagement with the content, people and application of various gifts of true healing from all areas needed for complete healing. No more excuses. The technology and training for improving the Mind, heart and body begin by letting go of ‘VICTIM’ hood. A chat with Kelli is available so you can begin today with an application for each situation to heal on all levels. Kelli has spent thousands of hours helping people apply what she has learned with a bright and self-less light, and gentle compassion, and always humor.
While Kelli still struggles deeply and needs a calm quiet environment to thrive she is willing to do what ever it takes to avoid the grips of being criminally insane, being strapped to a bed, in a home, and the ramifications of the effects of ALS AND BV/FTD. Her life is very small now from where she lived in BOLD PRINT a life of glamor, fun, recovery and BEAUTY. She still shines, and paints the cloud pink every morning, by helping others and honoring where she is at rite now.. Making the very best of each day even on the days that are level 20 head crushing somatic pain from FTD. Kelli will practice, all day every day. Kelli’s Vision is to be the first person to heal 100% from BV/FTD/ASL and share it with everyone. Kellis realistic and has made peace with her maker, willing to also surrender to the hand of the BELOVED knowing ‘SHE KNOWS.. the way! Kelli teaches death is neutral, everything has a expiration date. So she says, “Pack your bags, be ready, every one will drop their body with in the new 150 years. The real goal is what are you going to do now? with each breath? Kelli imparts transformation, reconciliation, and the “LISTEN, LEARN, AND DO” ABILITY to hear guidance, be TRUE TO YOUR SELF not your small ego self. But the LOVE that is the glue under everything. Cultivating total peace and joy in the middle of the war zone! Acceptance, Activation and Appreciation.. “To thy own self be true” is on the back of the 12 step chip, Kelli lives this. Self is not victim small separate me, Self ONENESS, healed whole and complete, It is from the FIELD where perfect love exists.. is beyond form to the Content that unites us all back to what we truly are… free !
Almost every day you will find Kelli assisting others to seek optimal health, however, Kelli often needs to focus on her own needs in order to keep herself alive, happy, and able to continue to help others. Her symptoms continue to transform as her conditions evolve and her response to them evolves. She is not an example of a “miracle cure” but an example of a beautiful work in progress. A step by step, hands on guide to deal with what ‘seems to be’ to transformation. Her journey is full of the “miracles” that she has been able to allow t come in co creating through her attitude, faith, and dedicated practice, and total TRUST that “there is a better way”. Kelli will find it and share it.
Kelli's daughter says "My mom makes Lemon Aid!” Kelli is adamant about addressing each new challenge with love. and joy. Kelli shares her lemon-aid recipe with everyone and anyone who wishes for a “better way" to address all life from serious diagnosis of BV/FTD/ALS, dementia, ALS, and brain injury. To any illness, even, simply ‘wishing to have more energy’. Join with Kelli on the healing journey. There is no magic pills or simple fixes because healing is an all-encompassing lifestyle shift. Kelli knows the core truth that “if you want to keep what you’ve got you must give it away' and “ to give is to receive.”
Kelli is not an on-call crisis center as her focus is on love and reciprocity. A healing relationship with Kelli will be fun, focused on true empowerment where both parties benefit and contribute to a new approach to healing chronic illnesses. Pure heart to heart, Consciousness. Kellis commitment to the upliftment for the world, earth, of all humans, the universe and all sentient beings is truly infectious. This is why we came here. Earth is a transformation station.. cultivate what we came here to do. The time is NOW, to awaken to our true healing power, available to all who wish. What have you got to loose? Kelli has certainty, that healing can and will occur, but it started with faith, and practice, it proceeded with observing countless of transformations, in the beginning you can borrow Kelli’s knowledge and experiences of her ‘tribe’ until you yourself have experience the aliveness of the truths available, that set us all free. Please stay tuned, as Kelli flows in epic healing teachers, and technology, she shares the DIVINE Crumb trail with everyone…with HIGH level events and retreats, classes, practice & workshops flowing in like a buffet !
